I really feeling ultimately that my days as a person around society are ending. Everyday I feel like I'm dying. The main reasons is how society reacts around the media. Really sometime I feel like the dudes from Welcome To The NHK and Chaos;Head.I just cannot keep on. But I not saying that I don't want to work or something. It is just the feeling that it is not the appropiate time to do it. I mean it. The way my country is going, my family is doing and my classmates just makes me want to be block and don't know about them. I tried to look up, but somehow those tiny hopes die. Making me trying to kill what I'm scared of. But whatever, my patience is getting over. So it is very sad that I have to keep on with the circle of life and see the stuff that will make it worst. Hoping that somehow I can spend my life alone in darkness and solitude.
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