Lately I've been wanting to say a few things, but I don't have the fucking courage to say them out loud. So here I am ~ It's probably not going to make any sense to anyone who reads this, but if they do... Talk to me bby. ;_; I'll help you~
This is basically how I feel about most of my friends...
My friend: wakes up at 7 a.m., showers, dresses nicely, gets to class on time, did all the homework, answers questions correctly, always know's what she's talking about, is outgoing, beautiful, funny, has a lot of quality friends, comes from a good family, has a steady boyfriend, has a car, has a 3.8 GPA, has a full scholarship, works two jobs, is in four different clubs plus a sorority, has a executive position in all five, eats healthy, works out daily, flosses, still manages to get to bed at a reasonable hour.
Me: does a thing
Me: immediately needs a nap
Or sometimes I feel like I just sort of
there
like all my friends go out and do things and have fun and do stupid things with their best friends and instead of doing all that I'm just sort of this mildly entertaining thing that people take an interest in once in a while but they wouldn’t really care if I was gone
like I'm just sort of exist but I don’t really mean anything
I don't know... Sometimes I feel like the only friends I have are Annie, Deb, Sue, and Cat... And none of them are very good friends. I wish I had never met them.
(/.\) I haven't been feeling too good. Everything is out of my control and I can't stand not having some say about what happens...
It's gotten to that point where you don't know what to do anymore.
I hate everyone ever. ._.
It's like I feel like I have nothing to live for, but at the same time I have nothing to die for. Only time will tell what I decide to do with my pointless existence. #yolo.
I saw this quote that someone had tattooed on their back and I just fucking love it. "I am the architect of my own destruction."
-Side note- If anyone makes cake batter fudge and shares it with me I will love you 5ever. Or if you make Reptar bars that turn your tongue green I will do whatever you want me to do. ._. Like srsly. No fucking joke.
This doesn't really apply to many of you, but if you ever leave my door open and I have to get up and close it myself just know that’s me closing the door on our relationship forever.
Kay? Kay.
To end things on a lighter note, here's a gif of Hitler
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