- Drunk on a Sunday night,
no surprises there.
How much pain will you endure, until you realize?
Drunk as shit and most definitely can't think for shit. Strangely enough, I find myself able to be more thoughtful and conscientious while drunk. Pretty sure I wouldn't be able to drive worth jack shit right now though. (lol stereotypes)
- Am I on my way towards being an alcoholic, if not already? Being introduced to drugs, parties, and alcohol at an early age; yeah, not really the best. Boy do I miss those ecstasy induced days, though. I think I've been sober off of e for at least several months now, if not a year. Alcohol on the weekends/weekdays is still common convention, though.
- Life is most certainly an eccentric paradox.How much thought have you given into your own existence? We are but mere sprinkles of water, measly drops of fallible existence that follow the societal norms and path of a swirling monsoon, soon to perpetuate our own contemplation of one's own success, failure, and future.
- It truly bothers me
; how I'm able convey such societal norms with ease, yet lack determination to do so. You know, the whole, go out and get a job, save up some money and eventually go to college, do something with my life, philosophy. I think by now, I've aced at two to three job interviews, but haven't even bothered to call or reply back. It's all just too damned easy, regardless of how fucking dumb I am. So long as you can talk your way out of anything and into anything, you'll always win. And college is differently another matter. I'd rather not let a piece of paper declaring how well/shitty I've done (depending on how you look at it) dictate my life and success. Holy shit.. maybe I really am a masochist. I wonder how many fucking epiphanies I go through in a day, LOL.
- If we could live on thoughts alone, I'd be a millionaire.
Melancholic complacency.