Did.. not expect me to be using the blog function of MAL for a serious blog post.
Anyway, I've had a rough day and I need to vent to myself to get rid of some roughness.
Hopefully future me can use this for comparison for rougher times ahead.
So then:
Things that went wrong during Spring Break:
- Failed Calculus 009B due to incompetence.
- Have to retake Calc 9B due to incompetence.
- Subject to dismissal from university because of failed calculus. And incompetence.
- Only have 2 classes (again) this quarter due to failure to remember enrollment dates.
- Have to re-apply for yet another quarter of half-time enrollment.
- Have to lose one of the last summer vacations I'll ever have to make up for credit deficiency.
- Will likely have to do 5 years of college to graduate.
- Still unemployed. Still. Low willpower to change hampers ability to look harder.
- Discovered 3 cavities in my mouth today. Shouldn't have had cheap $1 food the whole quarter.
- Discovered a 15-pound weight gain during the same quarter. Didn't even notice.
- Brutal dental cleaning leaves my mouse in excruciating pain. Should've flossed more.
- Brother has 0 cavities during the same checkup. Leaves office with flowing compliments.
- Have to cough up $500 to treat cavities due to lack of dental insurance.
- Have to wait until June to find out if I have enough money to pay.
- Cavity will continue to get worse until treated. Possibly a candidate for dental crowns. Price: upwards of $1500 per tooth.
- Applications for summer aid haven't begun yet. No clue if I even can pay for dental work and summer classes.
- Continuously berated by family for dental issues. Academic issues yet to be revealed.
- Unemployed and uneducated brother continues living in our house. Has yet to have done anything with his life. Still gets away with everything.
- Family successfully places me in a lower position than brother, despite all objective evidence proving otherwise.
- Bitching to friends about issues unlikely to resolve anything.
- Continuously concerned by what happens if I collapse from above factors.
- Have no idea what to do next.