FOR THE PEOPLE LOOKING FOR THE MANGA SEX, FIRST OFF WHY? JUST WHY?
SECOND, SKIP THE FIRST HALF OF THIS BLOG ENTRY FOR IT!
AHHHH
Its been a while again, i have noticed, whenever i write these, i tend to imagine myself saying it out loud... is that weird?...probably.
Anyway, it is 12;14 am here and "tomorrow" (today) i am going to the cardiologist, woop...no. just no. they think that my "sleeping problem" has something to do with my heart problems. which sucks because, hell my life is already getting shorter every day!
not just because of aging.
I was born with a heart murmur, small type of palpitation, i was kept in the hospital for a long time as a baby because of this.
they thought it went away and behold 4 years later " your daughters murmur has developed into palpitations." i imagine the doctor saying this really old, has glasses, and a high pitched voice because of his age. i don't know why.... after that they said it should go away in 2 years...
5 years later
" your daughter has developed a minor arrhythmia."
WELL screw you too heart.
and now 3 years later ( i think? how old am i now? XD)
I have a sleeping problem, not lack of sleep, but over sleeping.like 14 hours a day, and if i don't get that 14 hours, i will not last at all.
*sigh* well, i'm just afraid that tomorrow they are gonna run their tests and say that i have an arrhythmia, or tachycardia, or something like that. so i'm... actually pretty scared....
HMMMMMM
OFF THOSE MATTERS~
the fuck emotions part of this is more of just an internal conflict i guess?
im not good at showing my emotions, and im just flabbergasted how people can come right out and tell me that. i find it sort of...demoting in a way. its not like im doing it on purpose, who would push people away on purpose? and im not talking about the physical kind of pushing a way.
I think after being home-schooled for the past 6 months really let look at how other people are really dumb, and just the way the mind works.... BUT im not going to bore you with all that talk unless you want me to write about it. im willing to!
~~HERE IS THE MANGA PART OF THIS~~SEX
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
well, I really like the new MEGA stuffed oreos, ive been on a goldfish crave, and NCIS has just been the bomb recently, its just ....awesome. i dont know how to describe it....
I hardly talk about anime.. .. rather i prefer manga more, i just like reading it better for some reason... pretty strange i guess, plus its easier to carry and read on the go XD.
WELL when i was in 6th grade i was first introduced to it by a friend of my moms who she works with. and i think sailor moon was the first thing i watched, but damn that last season....im gonna drone about that like an obbsessive person.
but
after that she lent me manga, and at first it was still like...tokyo mew mew, and that stuff.... and i guess she hasnt read them in a while.....cause she brought over 6 huge boxes of manga and said " these are my gift to you"
and i was in 7th grade at the time just starting the weibo stage. it has EVERYTHING horror, sci-fi, shoujo, and ironically,....the first ones out of those boxes has some sex in them...... but i was in 7th grade and i had no idea what was happening so i mindlessly skipped through those parts.....and i DID NOT HAVE A DIRTY MIND IN 7TH OR 8TH GRADE....OR NOW....MAYBE...JUST NOT THAT BAD, I DONT SAY STUFF OUT IN THE OPEN LIKE OTHERS.
but, i did re read them the other day ( hence why i write this) and my god.....sex looks painful, just honestly, im still in highschool myself, but honestly, the situations people can make up!
...and then i go and look at my best friend and her boyfriend as they get it on right in frount of me, well.....yknow....people are...intresting.
enough sex talk.
WELL, comment i guess?
im not sure. peoples blogs can be really boring here. really weird to me.
BIBI!
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