we begin everything here...share our heart her....falling each other her....being so long time...when we together...i no longer online at mal...because i spent a lot of time with you...we been chatting,calling,messaging together..for quite a long time i left mal...i avoid spent my time with other person unless with you.....i love you...but when thing become like this.....kinda hurt......i never split out what i felt...but now i split out everything......it so burden to carry this wound alone...unlike her she already got replacement......but me being alone....and back home just cry..till when...didnt know...maybe for quite a long time..one month...four month..maybe a year....
at here she come to my life..she knock my heart softly and i open for her....love is not that simply...we sharing our heart and become mutual.....everywhere i go i will remember her because we spent time together..the wound will open again...how much my heart want her to come back again....i had been pray...hoping....hope for miracle..that she regret and come back to me again.....but that wont happen...she not that type....she wont find me again..what i can do just hoping....hope everything goes well...............Mal is my precious place for me and her...............................
i hope MAL can give me new life.....love that died before..new hope.....
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